pax_sincera

Sleep Tight Tiger

2007-02-08T09:12:21Z

INSTRUCTIONS
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
A Dream Is a Wish the Heart Makes- Cinderella

WHAT'S YOUR OUTLOOK ON LIFE?
Earth to Bella- Incubus

WHAT DOES YOUR FAMILY THINK OF YOU?
Never Let You Go- Evermore

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
High- James Blunt

WHAT DO STRANGERS THINK OF YOU?
Dance Dance- FOB

WHAT DO YOUR EXES THINK OF YOU?
Superman- Five For Fighting

HOW IS YOUR LOVE LIFE?
It’s Different for Girls- Joe Jackson

HOW WILL YOUR LOVE LIFE BE IN THE FUTURE?
In God’s Hands- Nelly Futardo

WILL YOU GET MARRIED?
I Wanna Be the Boy that Warms Your Mothers Heart- White Stripes

WILL YOU HAVE KIDS?
Inside of Me- Evermore

ARE YOU GOOD AT SCHOOL?
Sweet Child O Mine- Guns n Roses

WILL YOU BE SUCCESSFUL IN LIFE?
How to Save a Life- The Fray

WHAT SONG SHOULD THEY PLAY ON YOUR BIRTHDAY?
Sweetness Follows- REM

WHAT SONG SHOULD THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Love Is Only Sleeping- The Monkees

THE SOUNDTRACK OF YOUR LIFE:
Fix You- Coldplay

YOU AND YOUR BEST FRIEND ARE:
Close To Me- The Cure

HAPPY TIMES:
Steal My Kisses- Ben Harper

SAD TIMES:
Don’t Wanna Miss A Thing- Aerosmith

EVERY DAY:
Don’t Stop Believing- Journey

FOR TOMORROW:
I Wish I Was A Punk Rocker- Sandi Thom

FOR YOU:
Kissing the Lipless- The Shins

WHAT DOES NEXT YEAR HAVE IN STORE FOR ME?
Superman- Five for Fighting

WHAT DO I SAY WHEN LIFE GETS TOO HARD?
Beep- PCD

WHAT DO I THINK WHEN I GET UP IN THE MORNING?
Buses and Trains- Bachelor Girl

WHAT SONG WILL I DANCE TO AT MY WEDDING?
One Crowded Hour- Augie March

WHAT DO YOU WANT AS A CAREER?
Ariane- Jean Ferrat

YOUR FAVOURITE SAYING?
Bones- The Killers

FAVOURITE PLACE?
Under the Sea- The Little Mermaid

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Eternal Flame- The Bangles

WHERE WOULD YOU GO ON YOUR FIRST DATE?
Goodnight and Go- Imogen Heap

DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
I Invented the Night- Electric Six

WHAT DO I LIKE DOING MOST?
Fake Plastic Trees- Radiohead

SONG THAT BEST DESCRIBES MY SCHOOL PRINCIPAL?
The Truth- India Arie

WHAT IS MY STATE OF MIND AT THE MOMENT?
Sexy Love- NeYo

HOW WILL I DIE?
Bittersweet Symphony- The Verve

THE SONG THAT YOU'LL PUT AS YOUR SUBJECT
Sleep Tight Tiger- Husky Rescue

separated at birth??

2006-09-10T10:41:16Z

ohmygosh, i was just watching oz idol (pathetic i know) and i found this guy that looks exactly my friend's boyfriend. uncanny. so i called her and she's at this wedding feeling really sick, but she said some teeny boppers were staring strangely at them at btown today and that would fit the bill.

his smile, his expression, his colouring, everything. i'm so dumbstruck. i can't wait to show him.

when i get photos i'll post them up here. amazing

randomness

2006-08-27T05:27:08Z

i want someone to love me in my flannie pjs tooooooooooooooooooooooooo
good damn them

Lady Marmalade: Heeeeeeeyyyyyyyyy.

Ally's Way: Where have you been all my life?

Lady Marmalade: You didn't see me, i was invisible. I miss your fugly head.

Ally's Way: Likewise. I saw you when you were invisible. Are we going local tonight

Lady Marmalade: nnnawww, oh ok. jeez i gotta stop partying and do uniiiii work, or i will fail law!

Ally's Way: :( not today! Unlucky for u hey?

Lady Marmalade: I know!

Ally's Way: We're so sad, organising next weekend before wednesday...absolute losers

Lady Marmalade: My mum says I'm cool. But I'm pretty much a geek.

Ally's Way: I think you're smashing

Lady Marmalade: U will! You. Me. The Dirty Lebrachaun. Causing some damn fine ruckus in a town near you. Yes?

Ally's Way: Get cracking get get cracking! Haha I'll never forget you tryin to sing that a couple of weeks ago hehehehe

Lady Marmalade: Aw shucks, it was memorable aye?

Ally's Way: I found a orange jellybaby. The bulldogs lost.

Lady Marmalade: Did u eat it? I know :( Parra plays Brissie today! predictions?

Ally's Way: Parra all the way my darling

Lady Marmalade: Its the rare game where we're actually going for the same team

Ally's Way: Haha, why do u hate bris?

Lady Marmalade: Coz they beat the Bulldogs in 1992 on a cold rainy sunday afternoon when we were sitting on the hill at Belmore. I will never forgive them for my misery

Ally's Way: Thats so cute

Lady Marmalade: So, Alecia Jayne, tell me something about yourself?

Ally's Way: I really enjoy wearing socks, et toi?

Lady Marmalade: I spend way too much getting my hair done

Ally's Way: 8-O u mean your crunchie hair isn't natural????

Lady Marmalade: anyways....

Ally's Way: I am determined to learn to surf sometime in the next 5 years, however I have a constant fear of my contact lenses coming out and I'd rather not spend money to replace them

Lady Marmalade: ....when you could be spending it on your hair.

Ally's Way: Exactly

Lady Marmalade: I wish I was black

Ally's Way: You're not cool enough

Lady Marmalade: I'd be like Erkel

Ally's Way: oh my, that's so dead sexy

Lady Marmalade: Talking about sexy..

Ally's Way: Oh this will be good...

Lady Marmalade: haha, not really

Ally's Way: Do u sometimes step back and just go..."ohmigod, i'm sleeping with HIM"

Lady Marmalade: Not really!

Ally's Way: Haha, I do!

Lady Marmalade: You're sleeping with him?

Ally's Way: No! Can i?

Lady Marmalade: Not really!

Ally's Way: Haha, kidding. He is hot though

Lady Marmalade: If you could sleep with anyone we know?

Ally's Way: mmm....Andrew

Lady Marmalade: Oh, good choice

Ally's Way: lol, thanks. i havn't ACTUALLY slept with him

Lady Marmalade: I hope not. U hav to tell me, coz i tell you stuff

Ally's Way: So wat were u going to tell me

Lady Marmalade: haha, oh on friday nite after the boy finished work i told him to come over, coz it was only about 1am

Ally's Way: You're a hopeless sex addict

Lady Marmalade: No I'm not, I was deprived, all the time I was sick

Ally's Way: Really? I didnt know that

Lady Marmalade: Haha, dude I thought it was pretty obvious. Boy was cranky and i was delerious

Ally's Way: I just thought u were fighting, so like the whole time, nothing..

Lady Marmalade: haha, no. Can we change the topic back to the personal and hilarious, ratherthan the invasive?

Ally's Way: Yes

Lady Marmalade: Ok, well we were talking while he was getting changed and i asked if he actually owned any pj's

Ally's Way: as you do...

Lady Marmalade: yeah, and then he asked me wat i wore to bed when he wasnt there

Ally's Way: did u whisper something dirty seductively

Lady Marmalade: Not really! he was saying how i always really cold, even when i'm like seeping body warmth from him

Ally's Way: Haha, so he was wondering how you managed not to die of hypothermia?

Lady Marmalade: Yes...that must be it

Ally's Way: So did u tell him your bedroom attire?

Lady Marmalade: lol...oh yes.

Ally's Way: I thought he was never to know about this?

Lady Marmalade: I know! But its hard to keep stuff from him when he asks, he looks so damn earnest

Ally's Way: So u told him everything. Haha

Lady Marmalade: Yep! I'm like "I wear flannelette pyjamas to bed, but the bedsocks go over the bottom of the pants, the top button gets done up and it gets tucked in. And sometimes I wear a dressing gown in bed, with my three blankets and 2 doonas. Al said how can someone attractive look so ugly. I'm not sure how to take that. I didnt want to say thanks cos I fear she was not being nice. Except for the attractive bit."

Ally's Way: Hahaha! Its true though

Lady Marmalade: Yeah, and then he's like "i feel we have broken another barrier in our relationship. I feel so close to you" and i volunteered to model my outfit

Ally's Way: haha ARI!!! u loser

Lady Marmalade: I make being a loser look cool, but he said for sure!

Ally's Way: Well that would have to be another barrier...first time the boy has asked you to put on clothes at a time where you could have been taking them off

Lady Marmalade: How very true, so i did (but i didnt tuck in the shirt) and he's like......awwwwwww

Ally's Way: u need to tuck in the shirt for the whole effect. but did he run for the hills?

Lady Marmalade: Nah, he told me he felt like a pedophile when i was dressed like that tho

Ally's Way: Yeah, i'd stick to ur usual. Good night tho?

Lady Marmalade: Yeah, very relaxed, I love when he's like that just carefree and happy

Ally's Way: :D, your so mellow!

Lady Marmalade: i knoooooooooooooow, but he's so intense sometimes it kinda smothers me

Ally's Way: I know, but he's awesome babe. I hope to get married someday to the hottest of hots and nicest of nices but I'm not too spectacular in relationships and I generally manage to end them before they have started somehow. You're good at that shit

Lady Marmalade: Not really! Let's go back to being random

Ally's Way: I swim like a rock

Lady Marmalade: I wore braces for a year but lost the retainer the second day I got it and now I think I need braces again.

Ally's Way: Your teeth are nice and staright, just a little crooked at the bottom

Lady Marmalade: I like to dance in front of my mirror

Ally's Way: I always buy jeans one size too small and convince myself I fit them but really my bottom doesn't agree and my button refuses to do up for the first 3 wears

Lady Marmalade: I text too much

Ally's Way: I get jealous of your shoes

Lady Marmalade: I'm incapable of crying

Ally's Way: I like being a girl

Lady Marmalade: I get distracted when I'm praying.

Ally's Way: I often pretend to know what people are talking about in conversations but really I have no idea.

Lady Marmalade: I wish I was sporty in some way admirable, and not running

Ally's Way: Sometimes on the train I fall asleep on people I dont know.

Lady Marmalade: I feel superior to people from MSJ for stupid reasons

Ally's Way: I wish I was musical in some capacity but I'm not.

Lady Marmalade: I get sick of people, and feel guilty for thinking that

Ally's Way: I want a boyfriend, but I'm not that patient either.

Lady Marmalade: This is me.

Ally's Way: Will i be a future object of affection, lover and soul mate.

Lady Marmalade: Will i always be the girlfriend

Ally's Way: No, someday you'll be the wife

Lady Marmalade: My heart's never been broken.

Ally's Way: Does it need to be? I think its something to avoid really...

rainbow stylin'

2006-08-27T05:18:21Z

1. Elaborate on your default icon.
hello ray j!

2. What's your current relationship status?
fine and dandy- its a casual casual easy thing. is it? it is for me..

3. Ever have a near-death experience?
No

4. Name an obvious quality you have.
Patience

5. What's the name of the song that's stuck in your head right now?
The Killers- When You Were Young

6. Any celeb you would marry?
No, too much trouble

7. Who will cut and paste this first?
No one

8. Name someone with the same birthday as you.
My brother, Dan

9. Do you have a crush on someone?
Yea, several people

10. Have you ever vandalized someone's private property?
No

11. Have you ever been in a fight?
No

12. Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
No

13. What's the first thing you notice about the OPPOSITE sex?
such a cliche, but eyes and smile if they have no obvious deformities

14. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
Nulla Latte

15. Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose?
No

16. Say something totally random about yourself.
I made orders from Italy today at work, and I got infills

17. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
No

18. Do you wear a watch? What kind?
I do have a gold warch, but I usually use my phone

19. Do you have anything pierced?
Ears

20. Do you have any tattoos?
No

21. Do you like pain?
No

22. Do you like to shop?
YES!

23. What was the last thing you paid for with cash?
Coffee on the way to work

24. What was the last thing you paid for with a credit card?
A cobalt trench jacket from the QVB. I'm sorry I bought it Ari...but we can share...it's just so pretty

25. Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone?
My friend Christa

26. What is on your desktop background?
Ari, Me and Pat at Moulin Rouge looking sexy with our half price cocktails

27. What is the background on your cell phone?
Me Tessa and Becca at ED closing party

28. Do you like redheads?
They're ok

29. Do you know any twins?
Me and Dan, Niki and Kayla and some people from school. Being a twin you have heaps of people telling you they're twins too, its annoying

30. Do you have any weird relatives?
Yes, tonnes

31. What was the last movie you watched?
havent gone in ages....might have been you, me and dupree

32. What was the last book you read?
Entombed- Linda Fairstein, pulpy i know

Yr 9 Poetry

2006-08-26T10:01:02Z

There was moment round the schoolyard, for the
word had passed around
The the oakleys Luke so loved had slipped away,
And joined the myriad of lost property-
A hopeless case. Some said they were worth a
hundred bucks.
So all desperates in need of cash gathered.
The gathered in the lunch break, at the De La Salle
Canteen,
The want of reward pulling them fast.

There was Ben who made his pile when he went to
work for Mumma D's,
A big boy, but as kind as they can be.
However, few could ever catch him when cash was
offered round,
He would go wherever money was to be found.

And Boydie, the footy freak, came down to lend a
hand.
No-one had a sharper eye than he,
If anything was lost he could find it straight away.
That was he reason,
for coming down that day.

And one was there, a shrimp. Nikolas was his name.
He was something like a man undersized,
With a touch of something exotic
Running through his veins.
He was eager to start the hunt, as Oakleys
were his game.

Also there was Timmy, long and lean,
but not to sure.
Inexperienced in an Oakley search, but keen to join
the cause.
Many questioned his presence there, Dempsey was
the first
But Daniel Grace spoke bravely and said "I know he will
be there at the end."

So away they went, the search was on, to find the
Oakleys lost.
They searched everywhere. They went through bins,
looked under chairs.
And what they found was a disgrace, rubbish, pens
and chewing gum.
Forgotten lunches, newsletters galore even
Danny's diary on the floor.
Field appeared, so did Maher, but still they
stumbled on.

Others joined, some gave up but the search
continued on.
Luke was now not at his best, the day taking its toll
A man without his Oakleys, not a pleasant sight
to behold.

Now they reached the Ag Plot and even the boldest
watched their step,
For some the smell was just too hard to bear, the
pressure was running high.
But there were two who took a breath, the reward pulling them fast.
They took the plunge and went to where angels fear
to tread.
But then panic set in, life and death depended on
that fresh blast.
But Timmy held on, thinking of Luke's despair
and fifty bucks reward.
All the rest stood back in horror, they were just
transfixed.
By the boy charging throuh a sea of living trash.

But Tim emerged victorious, the Oakleys in
her hand.
He held them high as he entered the quad and
everyone stepped aside.
All those gathered began to whisper and then to
slowly clap.
Even Patrick raised a hand as Tim began his lap.
And that my friends is the story of Tim- A legend
to be true
Timmy the man for searching,
Even where there's poo.

i love myself, i know

2006-07-20T11:08:40Z

Two Names You Go By:
1. Ally
2. Eisha

Two Parts of Your Heritage:
1. English
2. Italian

Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1. Jeans
2. Grey jacket

Two Things You Want in a Relationship:
1. Completeness
2. Happiness

Two of Your Favorite Hobbies:
1. Dancing
2. Cooking

Two Things You Want Really Badly: (right now)
1. Love
2. Money

Two pets you had/have:
1. Parra the Pup
2. Fred the Bunny

Two things you did last night:
1. Called Lena
2. Watched TV

Two Favorite Places to eat:
1. Nonna's
2. Giovanni's

Two People that live in your house:
1. Me
2. Kayla

Two things you like about yourself:
1. Confidence
2. Character Judgement

Two things you ate today:
1. Warm chicken roll
2. vanilla cheesecake yoghurt

Two people you Last Talked To:
1. Mum
2. Sister-in-law

Two Things You're doing tomorrow:
1. Working
2. Going to gym

Two people that make you laugh:
1. Daniel
2. My dad

Two people close to your heart:
1. Mum
2. Daniel

Two Favorite Holidays:
1. Italy in yr 12
2. Schoolies 04

Been a While

2006-07-18T08:20:34Z

Erk. Well I have nothing really to write, I'm mostly just at work these days doing orders all day. Its so boring, but i guess its money.
I've been going to the gym and doing heaps of walks, me and ari are on a semi-health kick. It's pretty cool just walking and talking down by the riverside. Peaceful and good for the heart and soul.

Saturday was Elizabeth's wedding. I went as part of the support team. I saw a few people i kind of knew from around the place, and heaps of Poser's family which was fun. She had heaps to do so most of the time I hung out with PJ, my brother Dan, and Julian, it was pretty fun. There was heaps of dancing and great food and laughter.

The ceremony was really nice. But OMG PJ is so puppy eyes over Poser, she was standing up there so sweetly looking at the whole wedding thing and PJ just has this little grin on his face the whole time, just staring at her, I doubt he saw a single thing that the priest did, or what anyone else looked like. I finally realised what "eyes only for her" means. I'm so jealous. I want someone to look at me like that ~sigh~

We stayed at G Hall that night and Poser was all hyped up and happy so no-one got a lot of sleep. Jules spilt champagne on her bed and so us girls attacked him with wicked pinches. The next day we returned the dress to Elizabeth's and Poser was like- I never want to speak of this wedding ever again. But it seriously wasn't that bad. She looked fine, admittedly her date dragged her down a little bit, but we're used to her with PJ so thats a pretty high standard to meet.

iiiiiiiiiittttttaaaaaaaallllllllllllliaaaaaaaa

2006-07-10T13:34:33Z

I'm a lonely sod. People always ask me what it's like being a twin. Personally I find this a little strange, I don't go around asking them what it's like to be brought into the world flying solo. Most of the questions seem to centre around whether I have a special bond with my brother, Daniel. Apart from the obvious fact that he's my brother so duh I have a bond with him I can't say that I have any form of twin ESP or anything. I mean the only difference between him and my other siblings is that we were born on the same day. My brother has gone interstate and overseas for months and I haven't died of enforced separation or anything. But dammit, my best friend goes away for a couple of days and I miss her like crazy.

Of course, she hasn't called me or anything, to busy having an awesome time. But I did get a email from Elle and Harvey, my Melbourne friends telling me to check their photography site because they'd added to their brilliant portfolio. So I did. There's Pose, and Pose's lover their usual posing selves. Pose soaking wet in this satin evening gown possibly raided from Elle's dress-up, Lover hot shit in his suit. Why were they soaking wet- its art, and Elle wanted steam coming off them. They looked SO gorgeous, it was incredible. I mean its the kind of photography people should hang up in their homes to remind them of how good life is. And talk about a photogenic couple. Pose always looks pretty and sweet GND, but these are just so demure, just perfect. Everyone should see these photos. Anyway they led to an unusually deep thinking session, last night.

Yeah, ok. So she's my best friend, I know I'm biased and I've always loved her. But over these last couple of years I've seen her grow, nay blossum (she'll appreciate that) into a smart, sexy, beautiful (sassy)woman. I'm so happy for her. And while she is canoodling with her perfect lover in 5 star luxury, and making further additions to photographic portfolios, and whinging about Lizza's wedding and generally having a great time I will not be happy until 3.30 on Sunday afternoon when I know that she's ok. I have never been this worried about anything. I just can't believe that anything could be wrong with someone who has already perfected life in my view. Nothing could be more unfair and I hate the fact they dragged everything out like this. But I guess we can just wait- hope for the best and when the best happens we'll all have a new appreciation for each day.

Funny story though. The photos reminded me of sport in yr 9 or 10. Judo in fact. It's going back so I'll refresh. Poser was in a very tangled relationship with Bentley, which primarily consisted of her going out with him so he didn't cut himself. PJ was oh so "in luuuuurve" with Poser, she was a little bit anxious coz these were his "wild" days, and he was apparently with Emma. EVERYONE was crazy over PJ. Anyway, warming up at Judo- everyone had been weighed and matched up with closest weight. All 40kgs of BAby Pose was clearly not matched up with 75+kgs of PJ, but i went searching for skittles at milperra uni and Ari was partnerless for certain warm ups. She was not so fussed about this, and all too happy to sit it out. But no. I walk back in skittles in tow ready to watch sweaty boys fighting with Pose. I overhear the greatest conversation. So they were stretching and PJ goes: "is it hard being prettier than your friends?" Pose gives him a dirty look but ignores him. Never one to give up he continues "I think its cool. We're both the best looking out of our friends." They had lined up opposite each other by this stage and Pose is very very red and PO'd. "We should go out." Pose goes deadpan as you like, "yea, maybe that would be a good idea." Grabs PJ's judo white jacket thing- his face had a look of terror, not what he was expecting and he thought she was going to kiss him in front of his drongos. I have to admit I thought that too for a second. Then I see her bony little leg sweep behind him and PJ land flat on his ass. over 2 years of fights and that victory is still my favourite.

Getting to know you...

2006-06-28T06:29:26Z

------------------OPENING------------------

* Starting Time: 15.51
* Name On Birth Certificate: Alecia Jayne Crawley
* Nickname(s): Ally, Eisha, Goldie
* Star Sign: Aries Cusp
* Location: Sydney
* Colour of eyes: Blue
* Hair colour: blond
* Shoe Size: 9
* Height: 171cm
* Brothers/Sisters: 4 Brothers, 2 Sisters (no catholic jokes)

------------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------

* Missed school because it was raining: Yeah, when the bridge flooded
* Put a body part on fire for amusement: No
* Been in a car accident: Yeah, i smashed up Astra
* Been hurt emotionally: Yes
* Kept a secret from everyone: Yes
* Cried during a Movie: Yes, all the time
* Been on stage: Yes, for dancing

------------------FAVORITES------------------

* Shampoo: Blonde Expressions ahaha
* Color: Pink
* Summer/Winter: Summer * Movie: Toy Story,
* Drink: Diet Coke
* Song: at the moment, Shakira- Hips Don't Lie and Nelly Furtado- Promiscuous Girl
* Ice Cream: Lemon and Mango Gelato
* Person: My friends
* Girl Movie Star: Kate Beckinsdale
* Guy Movie Star: Ewan Macgregor baby!

---------------RIGHT NOW------------------

* Wearing: Wish defaults and a pink hoodie jacket, im so glam * I'm feeling: C-c-cold
* Drinking: OJ *Listening to: My mum on the phone to my nonna
* Home alone: No, mum and my younger siblings

---------------IN THE LAST 24 HOURS------------------

* Cried: Yes, reading something really sweet a friend wrote
* Cleaned your room: No
* Drove a car: Yes
* Fast food: No
* Had an argument with someone: No

----------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN------------------

* Yourself: Sometimes
* Religion: No, but i believe in God
* Santa Claus: No
* Ghosts: Yes
* Angels: No
* UFO's: No

--------------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------

* Do you have a soul mate?: I'm losing hope
* Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Not officially
* Who have you known the longest of your friends:
* Who has seen you cry: Everyone
* When have you cried the most: When my dad got sick
* What is the best feeling in the world: Being loved
* Worst Feeling: Having no-one when everyone around you has someone

-----------------RANDOM-----------------

* Silver or gold: Gold
* Sunset or sunrise: Sunset, its easier
* Have you ever gone skinny dipping: Yes
* Sleep with stuffed animals: No
* Have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone: Yes
* Rain, sun, storm?: Storm is pretty
* How is the weather?: Sunny but cold
* Do you like Cookies?: Yes
* What makes you happy?: Dancing
* Finishing time: 16.15